Battle Against Fate

Life wanted us to wait forever

Just to be together

Now that we’ve crossed that road

We’re still fighting to be close

Delayed and cancelled flights 

Unexpected expenses 

Keep us far away

Distance will make us stronger

Isn’t that what they say? 

I can’t wait till it ends

To hold you in my arms each night

When everything in the world

Will once again feel

Just right

For Her

Transparency was the word used
But when it comes to the truth 
Why would you pick and choose?
Makes me wonder
Did everything reach the table?

I wonder if he told her
That behind her back
He bonded with her friend 
She’d smile in her face during the day
Joining in in the games we played
Then find her way into his bed at night 
He had to have told her… 
Right? 

Did he tell her about 
The girl who goes to her church
The one that bakes
She had the icing he needed
He had his cake and ate it too
He told her 
He just had to

Did he tell her about the sleepover? 
Waking up and kissing another in his bed
Did he mention she kept coming back?
Did it slip his mind?
It must have been that…

I wonder 
Did he forget to mention
Falling in love? 
Did he speak of
Trying to drown his feelings 
The vodka instead 
Leaving him unable to drive
Did he tell her where he slept? 
Tell me it’s not another tidbit kept

Did he talk about the forbidden place? 
Where he knew he shouldn’t be?
He couldn’t help but get more
Of the one who helped
Break her heart before
Maybe he couldn’t confirm her fears
So some things he didn’t share

Did he explain things like
When she couldn’t get him at night
Where exactly he was
And what he was doing with who
He should have
If he really wanted 
To be true…

I still wonder if he told her 
Or was it all hid
I guess he doesn’t have to tell her anymore 
Because…
I just did…
Shh…
No secrets

Serial

Why do some men feel

That it’s ok to break hearts?

Is the craving for control so strong 

That they don’t realize what they’re doing

Is completely wrong?

Breaking down their partners 

To the brink 

Edging on self harm and self hate 

To the point where 

They’re too weak to walk away 

So they stay

Because no one loves them

They’re crazy

They’ll never find anyone else

At least… 

That’s what they’re told

New Way

They took her for granted

So I can’t afford to do that 

I cherish every moment

Because I know we can’t get time back

They didn’t tell her that they loved her

So I do it twice as much

The scars they left behind

I kiss softly

Forcing them to fade away

She lost her smile

And I’m helping her find it

It’s about time she knew

Just how beautiful she is

Behind the Scenes

You hear the laughs

See the smiles

You get envious of it

You crave it for yourself

But do you know how much work

It took to get them there?

Do you know how many times

She gets on his nerves?

How many times he makes her mad?

They deserve to be happy

Because no matter what

They fight for their love

On and off the screen