Better Off

I’m glad you didn’t come back

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Don’t Throw Your Time Away

Never put time into something that’s not secure
Bad investments usually end up a loss
If you are going to do something big
Be sure the means are justified by the cost
If we regret that we ever wasted time
Then we are at that time wasting it
So stop looking back on what happened
Try your best to forget about it
It may not be easy to do
But it wouldn’t hurt to try
You know what they say about spilled milk
When it falls, you shouldn’t cry

It’s one thing to pursue feelings
It’s another to blindly chase
Spend your time wisely
For it surely can’t be replaced
If you see the stock starting to drop
Get out before the big crash
Losing love and getting hurt
Hurts much more than losing cash
No one business is you only option
There is always a new one on the rise
When selecting one be careful
Fancy things usually blind the eyes
If your application is turned down
The problem may not be your resumé
Don’t get worked up over it
It’s their loss anyway

In the end you will find one better
Something worthy of your attention
And you will get it back
Without a hint of retention
Be careful where you spend them
Time and money are the same
So wasting time on someone
Is the same as

Throwing money away

Happy At A Price. Me.

I’ll never understand why people take for granted the ones who would move mountains for them. They can have the best, but find one thing wrong with them that makes them want to look elsewhere or just plain treat the person badly. You can’t please everyone in this world. And some people are just too short sighted.

I would have done anything for my ex. Anything. As long as it was in my power, it was done. I kind of even disregarded my closest friends just to spend time with her because her time was limited. I tried to give her a better life, but….it was so difficult for her to not think in a closed minded way  or be selfish. We argued all the time about nothing. She never tried to do things that I advised her would be good for the relationship.

She left me for someone else. I guess he was better for her in her eyes. I was down financially and she wanted to keep her money for herself. After all I did for her, I wasn’t good enough at the end of the day.

You can’t let material things cheat you out of something special. Open your eyes to the things right in front of you. I am much happier now that she’s no longer here. Just thinking about the difference in my life on a whole without her makes me feel better about her leaving.

It still hurt, but I am past it and in a better place now.

Better

Here we are, you’re one of my best friends.
But I’ve come here to say this is the end.
You take that one look into my eyes.
You know me so well, you know this is no lie.
Baby, I promise that I will tell you why,
But you have to promise me, that I wont see you cry.
You say ok, but I know you lied.
Before my first words, I see the water build in your eyes.
I let you know that I never wanted to part.
Why would I? You still have me heart.

I begin to explain the life that I live.
“What they can offer, I can never give.
As much as I try to keep the truth inside,
There’s some things I don’t think I can provide.
I know that I say I love you so much now,
Yet at times I worry if I even know how.
Now don’t get me wrong, I never said that I don’t.
I am not going to let you doubt my love, I wont.
I should be doing so much more for you.
But because of my life, that I can’t do.
I can’t buy you the things you deserve.
I’m keeping you back, and I don’t have the nerve
To let you get what I know you should.
I feel so bad after you’ve treated me so good.
To be with you, you don’t know how that was my wish,
But I can’t continue down this road, being selfish.
Maybe I let my faults get to my head,
But I could not let these things go unsaid.
I’m not even sure in me what you see,
I just think you deserve so much better than me.”

She doesn’t speak, at the end of my speech.
She gets closer, so now I’m in reach.
I hang my head and feel like a disgrace,
Then she takes her hands and holds my face.
I look up, and she gives me a kiss.
Looks deep into my eyes and tells me this.
“I’ve listen closely to your words,
And this is the love that I deserve.
At times it almost makes me cry.
You know it’s impossible, but you still try
To do whatever it takes to make me smile.
You never want me unhappy, even for a while.
Now it doesn’t matter what you can or can’t do,
I’m not going anywhere, I love you.”

“But these feelings will always be here.”
“I know the truth, I don’t care.”

“But what about all the stuff…”
“No, your love is enough.”

“The perfect man, I can’t be.”
“Your the perfect man, for me.”

She wanted to love me, but I wouldn’t let her,
She just let me know, that things couldn’t be…

Any better.