Day 17 – Highs and Lows of the past year
Low – My ex was starting to be distant for no reason. I suspected that she was interested in someone else, but she denied it and said it was work. Put a pin in that.
Low – I was getting evicted for using a hot plate to cook my food. I never got the lease, but apparently it was in there.
Low – I wasn’t going to graduate because I didn’t have enough done to do so.
Low – Could barely afford to pay rent because my work permit expired. My ex paid the full rent and said not to worry about paying her back. Put a pin in that.
Low – Pin 1. Found out my ex was cheating on me from a mutual friend. I went dark that night. I was at the carnival village (it’s like Coney Island) and after I heard the news, I couldn’t stop drinking and laughing. I broke in the bad way. Pin 2. She wanted the money for rent back after it was all over. She isn’t getting a dime.
High – I had a great time at carnival. The best ever. I spent every day with one of my brothers, Khallid. We had a blast.
High – I got job offers back to back. I had to turn down people to get the job that I have now and another one that was a pilot study.
High – I got over my ex. Completely. Yea, I don’t like what she did, but I have gotten past it. It’s like ever since she left, only good has happened so far. She was what was keeping me back.
High – I fell in love with me. I left people alone and stuck to myself. I started reading to get sway from life. I started watching new shows to keep me busy.
High – Started back up an old friendship. I was spiraling out of control and she saved me. Everything started with a show we both liked at the time. Didn’t know what was coming next.
High – We became an item. I’ve never been so happy and content in my life. I love her.
High – I’m moving away with her to hopefully better opportunities and a better life.
You can’t have lows without highs. Life balances itself out eventually. This too shall pass.